Don't let me go.
Where were you..
Where were you...
Tick. Tock.

Keeping that distance between us. I know its for the best.

So. Goodbye.

Realising
We walked off in seperate directions
A long time ago
I've finally decided
To stop looking over my shoulder
And let you go.

Hey hey, when i say thin the top layer, then thin leh, why you go cut short also.

So basically now im stuck with pretty darned short hair, and my top layer is...destroyed. Argh.

Oh well, friday was pretty productive in bboying i guess.

Can't give my 100% in it, because i think my body just can't recover in time.

Toprock went from gay to super gay to 'actually it looks ok' haha.

And why do people dislike my 'bboy' attitude when I'm not using it? Lol.

See you guys.

PR 1 results are coming back. Damn, i have to get my feel back. It seems that I always flail during the 1st sem and spend the 2nd chasing. Surprisingly the subject that i'm most worried about now is HCl. I'm trying, but I seem to actually be deproving. Just have to rush through with blunt force i guess.

P.s. Gotta get my hands on some fingerless gloves. Oh the irony haha. And my so called "plan" to get contacts has been delayed since who knows when. Ah, but i'm not in any urgent need, so *shrugs*

And headstands just crush my hair. I mean, its flat enough before headstanding, but after i do....its just really ugly.

Saw this on quite some people's blogs. Yeah well, its a pretty interesting quiz, like an rpg thing haha.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with? (I almost choked when I read this, seriously. Admirers? Good joke lol.)

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success. (Holy Snap, this guy has been spying on me.)

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying. (Just as soon as I figure out what it is...)

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve. (Omg, its like telepathy or something.)

Overall, its a great quiz, fun, fast, and surprisingly accurate! For almost every part. Anyways.

I've no idea where my results are heading. I'm definitely trying harder, but I just can't seem to grasp the much needed success.

I messed up today's chem OBA pretty badly, as in really quite bad. Today's Maths TA was cool though, I got good vibes after the test, which has only happened twice this year, 1 for the probability TA and the other for chem prac. Which is kind of sad since we've had like 10 assessments already this year.

Wargh, RJ people laffing at my toprock and footwork, im sure im sure, I'll get better!

And one thing's for certain, Lauren Gottlieb is. Hot. Oh great, fanboyism.

Gotta make it better.

Sat: Became a Ninja Warrior. Then broke my pullup record.

Sun: Had lunch, then mugged for a surprisingly hardcore 4 hours at the library to make up for an entire holiday of slacking.

I'm looking at the good side. Thats why the post is so short.

Okay, squeezing in an update.

Well, the NPCC camp from tues to weds afternoon was really quite fun, the courses were pretty good (although for some i was so tired that i micro slept, causing some frustration to jx, sorry haha). The squad bonding activities, both the official and the unofficial were awesome, muahahah.

I shall dedicate a small para to the handball, which i surprisingly scored a few hoho. I think it was like my first time in a ball game scoring more than...once or twice argh. At first it was the typical "Oh snap, opponent team got all the sports guys vs us, the not-so-sporty guys", and we were like down 4-0 or something. But then I summoned my innate leadership gained through courses such as TLC, the 1 on 1 talk by Neville Nah, the various convos about leadership with friends, and of course the "model qualities" that i have come to admire from peers. Well basically, it was just concerning me repeatedly shouting at people to do man on man mark lol. And then the strat soon become me shouting at people to relax (i just dislike saying relac), because the moment they got the ball they tossed it to the other team hoho.

So long story short, we got like...11-6 or something! Yeah!

*crickets chirp*

Okay, back to the camp, it was really quite rewarding, soaked up quite some theory stuff that can be applied to practical uses, the 10 plus guys or so rushing uniform, the "taidi" game that lasted over an hour. Yeah, amazingly, NO ONE WON THE GAME. Well, maybe ksp lost muahaha.

And I roleplayed as a Spec Ops Agent at night, stealthily avoiding ksp while practising freezes. Following up with an intense camwhore session in the toilet at 3 a.m., and guy talk until 5 a.m.

Evidence. Notice the eyebags heh.

We woke up at 6.30 a.m. the next day.

Oh come on, I even enjoyed the drill segment. Uniform...was okay. Come on, me being okay towards uniform is like already a miracle haha.

Best. Quote. Ever. Shu De's "Yeah! Baby!"

Pretty sweet stuff.

For today, I basically went for the CEC training course (which i did not really benefit from), followed by lit rehearsal, and finished up with breaking and mugging.

So, notes for the day:

1. Completely make-over my toprock. Again.

2. Train my new six-step. Yet again.

3. Wash my beanie or something. I can't say again since its been...unwashed since like last week *shivers*

Okay then, HRC tomorrow. Shu De swears that its one of the best darned things (hoho song reference) he has ever experienced, especially the flying fox. Hoho, im ready to take it on! Ever since I removed my fear of attempting handstands (the super-fail handstands i mean), I am bolder about stuff.

Bolder. Good gosh, my english is degrading.

Oh man, I'm like gonna leave this blog to die abit, even though i said that tags arent really what i post for, but seriously, wtf, last tag was 8 days ago even though i keep updating? Albeit, crappy updating, but I suddenly have this inkling that I'm like this huge loser fag that HASN'T HAD A TAG IN 8 DAYS OH MY GOWSH.

Aiya, but the main reason is that i got a diary, and yeah, some thoughts are too private to post on a blog anyways. Also, everyone keeps bleeding telling me that "I bitch too much on my blog", so guess people won't really miss this too much.

I dunno, probably will still update, just that now I'm like "meh".

Yeah, that was random.

Haha, my tagboard is deader than dead. Ah well, not like i do this for the tags anyways.

I've been waking up pretty late in the morning argh. And 4 days into the hols, I haven't really sat down to mug yet! Okay okay, i shall force myself to do so today.

There's np camp for tomorrow and weds, then CEC training on Fri, then HRC on Sat.
WARGH, WHAT IS THIS, IT IS SPARTA.

But actually this hols already considered quite slack.

Clawing my way through this.

Whoohoo, Avenged Sevenfold is nice. Finally decided to listen after like 3 or 4 people told me.

Breaking gear!

At the library!

I managed to mug some maths!

W00ts!

Err okay, i mugged like 2 hours of maths, and slacked away the rest of the day.

Gosh, what the heck am i doing here.

Going off to mug!

Class outing and breaking today was pretty fun.

I can't save you if you don't let me.
Trust me,
please.

Music is good. Until you listen to a song about a 40 times, then it starts to become a little tedious.

When i first heard of Taylor Swift, I was like "Oh cool, a new singer."

Now, I call her Taylor "Bleeding" Swift.

Two people in my life that i interact with on a DAILY are like Taylor Swift's biggest fans. I go to school, wow, i hear her singing "When your....fifteeeeeeeeeeeeen." and "she wears short skirts.....I wear......" and "FEEEEAAAARRRRLESSSS".

After a long shaggifying day, i return home to hear "Its a looooooove stooory, baby juuussss saaaay yesssssss!" and "Nevaaaa lettsss meh drriiiive".

Rinse. And then repeat.

Its seriously quite bad. I have nothing against Taylor "Bleeding" Swift, but she sings country. AND ALL COUNTRY SONGS SOUND 90% SIMILAR TO ME.

So when her album is being played, its actually 13 tracks, but IT SOUNDS LIKE 1 EXTREMELY LONG TRACK.

Alright, there's only 1 solution. Thank whoever who created earphones.

This time, i won't stand by and watch it happen. Not this time.

Yeah well. ORA is coming. *Grasps sufyan and ye oon's hand. Maybe MAHR if he feels like it*

Heh, i hope we have a booth, and then I can offer my services with the stuff we are selling. Bubble tea anyone?

"We are having special promotion now...Buy 1 get free performance! Limited time only, until I run out of energy!"

Muahaha. Hopefully what happened last year doesn't happen again this year.

Well, last year i was really super high through SELLING BUBBLETEA. Not socialising please, but when i was running back to the stall to get more bubbletea, my mizunos failed me, and i went sliding and whacking some girl's leg. I was so pumped on adrenaline that I simply got up, muttered sorry and sprinted back to the stall. All without even noticing the girl. I actually noticed that happened like 2 hours after the stupid event ended.

Yeah, real smooth Chen Wei, you probably like traumatised the poor girl for life. Like she's going to be afraid of having some sweaty guy slide and lightly impact her leg before seeing him run off for the rest of her life! OMG!

On a side note, I'm having this lingering sixth sense now that urges me to buy more poser clothes suitable for bboying. Okay, i need more pants. Cool pants, not hot pants. Probably have to source for more 3 quads and longs. Jeans are kinda irritating since there's so much friction.

Alright...library camwhoring this saturday. Hopefully no one sees me *hides in corner*

P.S. I have made a resolution not to touch any video games for at least a week! Should let me focus more on my results and dancing haha. In theory anyways.

I need to practice more! *Looks over at ye oon with his super clocked hours in dancing.*

Saw this on Huan Hock's blog. I know him and vice versa, but we aint very close....

1. Answer the questions as honestly as possible.
2. Post this as “Did That Happen To You?”
3. Tag 10 friends.
4. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
5. Have Fun!!!

1. What do you do if you are in the bathroom with a beetle flying around?

Probably like try to wave it away. If not, then just dao it. Hey, I try avoiding killing random things.

2. What do you do if you hear a song you like playing on the radio when you are all alone in the room?

Depends. Either sing or start toprocking to it.

3. You want to speak to your crush badly. What is your pick up line? (Yes. Both boys AND girls have pick up lines)

Ah. Err, usually I would know the person first, but heck, this is a blog quiz. This won't happen unless its HER. Suf, you know what I'm talking about haha. Everyone else, don't bother, its not very impt. Well, the classic "Can you help introduce me to this girl? Its you." Something like that. Hey, the real powerful ones are hidden in my hp from my previous convo with MAHR.

4. What do you do if all your friends hate a particular band that you love?

Meh, I'll just go meh. Everyone has their own tastes.

5. What do you do when you trip and fall in front of many people?

Easy. I'll do a kip-up. Or some Zen slide up. Damn, bboying is useful! Either that or I'll roll on the floor a bit while clutching onto my head.

6. You forgot to do your multiple-choice question homework (the one whereby you have to choose 1 out of 4 options given to you as your answer) and your class starts in 5 minutes. What do you do?

Whip out earphones/ music. Chiong lah. Cmon, its multiple choice. 5 mins before class is still considered free time after all.

7. You have bad breath and someone speaks to you. How do you react?

Warn the person first. Try not to be too animated to the person.

8. You just finished gym and after a shower, you drop your underpants on the wet floor.

Err? Where did the underpants come from? I'd like to say go commando, but I'll probably wear it. Hey, not my first time haha.

9. What do you do if a personality quiz says that you have a lousy personality as your result?

For this, I agree with Huan Hock. "The personality quiz is obviously wrong." Unless the quiz says "Emo, antisocial fag", then I know their onto me.

10. Your friend gave you the worst gift you have ever received and asks: Do you like it? How do you react?

To be honest, I'll be pretty damned happy anyways. I haven't received a birthday gift or an actual birthday wish from friends for the last 4 years. Guess its because I suck.

11.(Continued from question 10) What are you really thinking secretly inside?

My current mood would involve me either trying to suppress "Poker Face" from blasting in my brain, or trying to remember the guy's birthday.

12. A hot guy/girl keeps looking at you while you are on the bus. What are you secretly thinking inside?

Well, first I'll check if my fly is open. Argh. Always a trick. Then I'll think "Cool." Unfortunately, I'll be too much of a wuss to do anything. And then i get off the bus and be reminded what a huge loser i am.

Fun quiz. Just do if you want.

Burn.

Feel like i've burnt my energy. Doing nothing.

My body cant recover in time.

The mind is willing, but the body is not.

And so i throw it behind me, accepting what we've become.

That all too familiar song floats by
Enrapturing those painful memories
Holding on to them.

I want to let go
Yet the tendrils of hurt
Cling on to the death.

It used to be our song.
And as I listened to it
I felt my heart throb once
before it lay still.