Shards

I crush myself under my own weight,
my legs have become so numb.
The mask heals and harms,
it has attached itself to my heart.
You laugh, boast, brag,
That look on your face.
It will disappear into the dust.
My perseverance,
my determination,
my effort.
They are the blade.
My arms,
My hand,
My strength.
They are the hilt.
I shove it into my mask,
My heart hurts...
Bleed it out.
The shards?
I'm to blame.
And yet,
Watch out.

From under the ground comes the sharpened blade. You cannot run. You cannot hide. You cannot continue with your ignorance. Your foolish confidence. Your sense of security.

Will be shattered.

Major Suanned

Some of the tests are over, so here i am...

List of thing:

1. Suanned for crappy emo section
2. Suanned for spelling
3. Suanned myself for writting f=v(wavelength) instead ofv=f(wavelength)

Chem and Maths were ok, i didn't know all, but at least i got the majority right...I guess?

Physics...Thats the big cheeese.

It sucked. It sucked so much it blew into chunks, big stinky ones, and through the sheer crappiness of it, it managed to come back and sucked again.

There is a very large possibility that il fail this one...

Raffles displays the cunning spirit again, throwing a biggie at us right after we let our guard down with maths and chem.

The pain in our hearts is equivalent to having two nuclear missiles slam into it, exploding and infecting it with syphilis( from ravins?).

Yeah, wtf did i just say? Syphilis in the heart?

Everytime we crumple, trembling, we fade a little more. Condescending Smiles? Thanks but no thanks.

You chuckle, smile, laugh. You do not know what happens beneath you. There is, and has always been...a war.

NOTE: Semi-emo section. I was half drunk on soya bean when i was typing lol.

I predict a drought!

The next week, or as everyone refers to, the "Baptism of Fire" is going to be hell. That means no blogging until majority of the tests are over....

Good luck everyone, and lets capture the dream! (from blades of glory)

Ra-ra-ra-raffles!

Updating ASAP

Its not dead yet!
Today was just crazy, updating tomorrow, or possible later on tonight!

I'm eating yoghurt right now, which gives me and excuse to blog...

Morning: Did the Maths PT, and after spending the entire morning on the damn angle of the arc whatnot, realised that its due on 2nd May. I forgot and thought it was due on Monday. Nuff said.

Afternoon: Started on my Maths revision, mugged all the way until 3.00pm.

3.00pm: Went to catch a bus for tuition. Waited... waited... waited.... 2 buses came, both not the one i needed. Cue waiting....

3.30p.m. Tuition started. I was at the bus stop. Taxi time.

3.45p.m. Reached tuition.

Night: I noticed the Peer teaching for lit was completely screwed up. Need to redo everything. Joy...

Yeah so it was pretty boring. My witty mind is blank, so il whip out something i've been saving!

Sustained wounds heal,
Not quite fully.
The dragon rises up the dust yet again,
Another layer has broken,
Scales, meant to be the shield
Of flesh
Can no longer continue.
I can no longer deny it.
It has broken.

P.s. Have you ever noticed that it sounds so much more natural to say "Its Macbeth!" rather than "Its Hamlet!"? Just saying...

To Jin Fu: I bet i sounded alot like Macbeth last night haha.

the beginning

I decided to get off my lazy butt and finally make a blog. I thought that I would just introduce myself here, as my html skills are pathetic and I had a huge problem just configuring my tagbox to appear. It took two classmates, 2 websites and 2 hours to get it to work. Amazing.

Anyway, I have an extremely well used nickname, Chiap. People generally use it over Chen Wei. I tried protesting at first. In Primary Five. After 2 weeks, the nickname just stuck. Over the years, I’ve grown used to, maybe even proud of the unique nickname. Thanks guys!

Music I enjoy? I listen to metal, punk, pop, j-rock and probably some other stuff that I can’t remember. I would like to try and listen to more Chinese songs tho.

Favourite video game of all time? It HAS to be Bioshock. FYI, its on the PC and XBOX 360. Its single player, so that's a flaw…

I can’t really think of anything to say… Oh yeah, due to inspiration from Jin Fu’s blog, I will be inserting emo stuff when I feel like it.

OK, time for the actual blog post

I’ve been thinking about this for more time than I should, but here goes.

Friend: “Do you have a gf?”
Me: “nope.”
Friend: “Do you have a crush?”
Me: “nope.”
Friend: “Are you gay?”

What’s up with that! It makes no sense at all, but it certainly is funny. And to set the record straight, hell no!