Botak-ed myself today.

爱得痛了。现实实在太残忍，只好为那个永远得不到的爱而哭泣。

29th. SNSD Mini Album out. Must buy and support! I'll either buy this one or the next one lah. Gonna burn a hole in my pocket though. Now i wonder why in the world did I buy those random DragonballZ albums when I went to Japan last time. Tsk. Omg, must support Suju too.

Sian, anyone knows when SNSD gonna perform Live again please tell me. Should be soon...right?

这种感觉…不太好吧。心里感到不平衡，影响了精神状态。可恶。

On the flipside, today I saw that girl in the lift kissing another girl. I don't know the details, but I had a choice between watching Super Junior on my nano and watching them. I took the former.

Thats how much I love Neorago.

The sky, the stars and...
My heaven.
Neorago.

In the middle of the afternoon, but who cares.

Happy Birthday Seororo! Find a nice Yunho-ish guy okay!

Alright. Now, i hate to do this, but this is my next step in the Chinese standard increasing. SORRY ANYONE WHO DOESNT KNOW CHINESE.

哎呀。只好用华文来表达自己。我的华文水平实在太不像话了，所以得多多练习。如果你们发现任何不通顺的句子请多多指教，好让我进步！

明天就快要开学了，嗨，真的不想剪头发！新加坡的教育部哪能这么不讲道理呢， 咱们的头发实在太短了！

Gasps. Pain.

Man. I can't believe i forgot about this. You can call me Aegro. Man. I so wanted Seo lol. I won't officially use it though, until I deem that I'm good enough for it. I may pull off some simple moves, but it doesnt mean that I am one.

Just to recount. I'm talking about my part's a.k.a stuff that i still have to do.

Philo- Completed.
Chinese- Wtf.
English- Half.
Lit- Almost Completed?
Physics- Ultimate fail.
SS- 3 Quarters Completed.
Maths Half.

Projs done. Personal Stuff.

Chinese Standard increasing- about...1/3 of the way done?
Bboying Recovery- Wtf.
Smoothness level- Does not compute, because user is inherently unsmooth to the core.

........................................ (Oh, look, this is what I do in my fanfics!)

I'm pretty happy now, cuz I've come to terms with myself concerning something that's been dragging for pretty damn long. I've finally accepted that its fine to be below average. Please, don't ask what it's concerning, but ever since OIP Hanoi, I've been mercilessly bugged by it. Even more so after ORA. It's k.

I don't need the sky to be happy, I just need a star.

Now...how do I get that star?

I guess nothing much happened today....OTHER THAN SNSD'S FREAKING COMEBACK STAGE AND THE MV.

Seriously, I'm Genie for them.

Today's Music Bank was AWE.SOME. Kara, SHINee, a bunch of other stuff and Boy's Generation muahaha. I spot my Yesungie!



And their comeback.



No offence to the Wonder Girls, but hey, if you guys are gonna fanboy over stuff...do it right. Big bang, Super Junior, SNSD, DBSK, 2NE1 and a heck lot of other stuff are waiting. I'm tired of just hearing people go "Nobody, nobody but choo."

Now, i await people to flame me.

Well, i DID say that MAYBE i wouldn't be coming back. I may have accidentally dramatised my possible hiatus/infinite leave, so, sorry sorry for the confusion.

Hey, people actually did ask me why i ended my blog, so great! People actually do care. So, what did happen?

There was the NPCC chalet, where I was like damn lazy to take pics.



Btw, if anybody in the pics are offended, please tell me, and ima remove em. No, telling me that "hey dude, you look totally fugly, please get the pic off your blog" will not yield results...i think.

Heartbeat Concert.



And NPCC camp.



Yes, I AM doing the honey sign haha. Urrgh, reposted pics, but I had my mom's phone with me during the camp and couldnt take pics. Wow.

Also had kayaking where I got a tan. Yeah! Lazy to take pics there as well.

Breaking at the Esplanade.

CIP.

Basically, it was a hell lot of guy bonding, fanboying, joking around and not so much mugging. Shoot.

And on a k-pop side note, DBSK fanboyness finally kicked in. Whee, Mirotic+ Love in the Ice are my favs.

I got a pair of jeans. All of you are going "Dude, what HAVE you been doing your entire life?", and to that I shall respond with this brilliant reply of "Uearragh."

I'm rusty from not blogging.

Oh yeah, I've decided to concentrate on bboying. Can't possibly gym and bboy at the same time effectively. But now, i have callouses on my callouses, literally, so I cant do pullups. Also, the top of my left back hip has been in paralyzing pain for almost 1 week now. Damn, i can't bboy. I guess I'll just go for a short run tomorrow morn coupled with a new pushup form that I devised haha.

And on the stupidly empty love life note, I thought I was actually getting less dorky, but today proved me wrong. Very wrong.

I was wearing my retainers in the lift with my mom and dad, when suddenly the door opened and this quite good looking girl (15 yrs old i think) came in. Now, i have never ever seen her before in my life, but apparently she had been living here for like 3 years, so she called my dad and mum the usual uncle-auntie routine. They responded with hi, and of course, my "say hi together with other people" instincts kicked in, and I started to say Hi.

Now, wearing retainers is a bitch. There's all that saliva to contend with, and also you cant enunciate properly. So when I was saying "Hello", the problems with the retainers kicked in, and i found that I had some resistance when trying to say the "llo" part.

Instantly, my brain kicked in with the instinct to counter my unsmoothness with another word. Unfortunately, it selected the word "Wow." Omg.

I ended up saying "He-Wow." as she came into the lift. It sounded like like i was bloody gargling my mouth. Wtf man. Luckily, I managed to save myself by immediately plugging in my earphones and blasting SNSD music while trying to avoid the worried glances of my parents.

I think they may be afraid that I won't be able to get a girlfriend lol. Also, me surfing for my Kibummie pics the entire day can't be very reassuring to them.

Smooth as ever.

Ah heck. Proper Comeback in the form of a new blogskin coming soon.

Hey honey. I'm back.



More details some other time. In the meantime, ignore how I look like I'm being possessed (weird eyes).

Sorry sorry mike, I didn't reply your smses and calls because I was sleeping. Literally passed out into random stuff after camp ended.

I'm Genie for you, girl.

Double comeback. SNSD hwaiting!

I didn't want things to end this way, so here I am, back for possibly the last time. I'm not sure if I'm ever returning back here again, and I don't want to end things off with a sudden post that is never continued.

The last 1 plus years since I started this blog have been a blast. From swapping blogskins to the contemplating of adding blogsongs to the replying of tags on the tagboard, its been a pretty unique experience. Thanks for all of those who helped make this experience unique for me, from the guys who helped me out with html (which i still stink at) to the guys who gave comments on (a.k.a. suanned) my posts.

From emo poetry to super high fanboying. From pensive recollections to totally random posts. From last April till now. It was fun.

Sometimes, a man (or a manchild like I am), has to face his troubles, his problems, his future by his lonesome. It makes surviving that much easier. As we grow up, we have to learn how to slowly take the burden of the world on our own shoulders. Its all part of growing up. The pain, the joy, the experience.

I don't really have anything else I need to say here, but I shall leave with one of my favourite quotes from Roy Mustang from FMA (still my fav anime haha). It may be paraphrased a little, but I feel that the general essence of the message is still there.

"Life isn't perfect, but its there with us every step of the way, trying its best. And that's what makes it so damn beautiful."

And for one of the last times...

Seohyun Seohyun :)

Smell ya guys later.

Neorago. Its You.

I'm confused. It all felt so real, so sweet. But then, I blinked.

I need to decipher what these dreams mean. Love really hurts. And I even loved the pain.

I don’t need any words. it’s just you
'It’s too late ', but for me it’s just you
I know our love is wrong
I can’t give up, I can’t let you go...

For me,
Its you, its you
Neorago

There was the good, there was the bad, and there was the layup. The layup was okay. Thanks JF.

I never thought I'd borrow your line, but.

Bounce back.

I think I'm taking off braces tomorrow. Poserness level up.