Sorry, but I think SNSD just thrashed the Wonder Girls. On their own turf. Mainly cuz they have Seohyun and some Jessica, but heh.



One for the ladies! Or for guys too, its all good.



Kara seriously looks much better without makeup, like in the vid. Sweet, sweet honey.

Now, if you've managed to go through all the vids without smiling, you're not human. Seriously.

If I,I,I didn't have you
I,I,I without you
I,I,I wouldn't be able to live

Thats right, my heart wants you.

Neorago.

I don't usually do this, but...



NOOOOOOO PICK UP THE PHONE AZUKI! SAVE YOUR RELATIONSHIP!!!

But damn, Ogata is gooooood. From a cold, detatched manga about killing people with a supernatural notebook to a love-drama concerning a teenage mangaka; its great. I'm pretty sure they'll get together though. But how I feel about this is nowhere near the FMA pairing i wanted. I cried a little when *SPOILER* Ed and Winry didn't get together at the end of the anime. *END SPOILER*

I still owe EC a lit essay. Argh, fine, I'l chiong it out now. Today was spent sleeping and napping btw.

Oh, and suf, out bet is still on. Find me a girl who is about our age and looks like Seohyun on the streets. I'll pay you....5 bucks. I'm poor okay.


Sorry Sorry Baby Baby, Way to Go!

I woke up in the morning, youtubed and saw this.



Sniff sniff, they're so damn cute. 2 of my favourite members in SNSD together= Win. WHAT BETTER WAY COULD THERE BE TO START THE HOLS!? Well, I could always find out I learnt the windmill in my sleep or I'm suddenly really attractive to the ladies, but this is pretty good too haha.

Seosica!

I'm nearing my 300th post. Wow.

I guess today was quite okay lah, was sharing the outside audi space with red cross people i think, so i got half for breaking and they got half for....their dance prac. Keep it up guys! Saw 1 of them bust out an INSANE solo. Sick.

Gyming was quite slack. On hindset, I should have pushed myself, since I'm prolly not working out on Saturday. Oh, and since I'm forcing myself to progress to more explosive power, this is a mental note for me to do less reps, but with faster speed and higher weights. I'm too weak argh.

And hoho, someone got triple date hor. Imba. When I heard a girl's voice on the phone, the first thing that came to mind was one of those drama serial situations when the guy gets really drunk and passed out on the sofa, and the girlfriend picks up the phone. Drama.

I'm looking foward to running, swimming, bboying, gyming and possibly some bballing during the hols.

I shall carry out Operation Do-A-Shit-Load-Of-Things-While-Growing-Taller during the hols. Exercise, mug, sleep early, mug, exercise, male bonding (eww.), mug, NPCC stuff, mug, mug. I'm super worried for my chinese you see.

I've been having this inclination to either go on a temporary hiatus or just shut down my blog when I reach 300 posts. The last time i mentioned it though, Jon Ed threatened to kill me. I tried to laugh it off, but I saw his facial expression remain the same. Not good.

I guess its because I'm relying too much on this for catharsis or whatever. I should really stop neglecting my diary. I should really force myself to update the diary daily. Speaking of daily, I still have to clear 28 more pullups for today. Good god.

P.s. Mike, even though you are in China, THANK YOU FOR THE GRUB.

I can't soar like an eagle, but I'll claw my way up.

I'm temporarily ignoring NPCC admin. Have to call people again, sian. Wanted to take a half an hour nap, but it mutated to an entire 2 hour nap, so I woke up, saw dark skies and freaked out because i thought it was the next day. Man.

Last day of school tomorrow. English Portfolio and Physics Prac. I'm really looking foward to the male bonding during the hols. Urgh, that sounds gay, but its gonna happen, one way or another.

Male bonding. Male bonding at the gym. Male bonding while mugging. Male bonding while fanboying. Male bonding while....male bonding. Aha. Male bonding while having....CIP?

Bonding with the floor. Bonding with mah rolled up sleeves during kayaking. Urrgh, PK and HFS course. Sucks.

As you can see, im not going on dates at all, *cough not like some people cough*, and I've decided to live a life of depravity, much like......a fallen angel. Lolwut. A fallen angel who is going to take part in a lot of male bonding.

Time to go do my english portfolio. And physics prac tomorrow.

Yeah thats the end. Oh wait, SEOHYUN :)

Oh when you tell me you love me
When you tell me thousands and millions of times
Even when my heart sets on fire, my dry lips wear out
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
Even as time goes by

Neorago.

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/rtrs/20090527/tap-oukwd-uk-korea-north-428a471.html

North Korea threatens to attack the South. Wtf, the world's gone crazy. If we're not careful some hidden ally of the North may appear, then its World War 3. Seriously. If we blow up North Korea, we screw over the South Koreans due to the radiation and nuclear waste. If we don't blow them up, they blow us up. Fk. Lets hope that the South has a good enough anti-missile system to intercept any possible nukes from the North then.

Saw this movie once. If the North gets blown up, there'll be this sudden influx of injured and homeless into the South, thus screwing over the social and economic situation. Man.

Thank god Obama took office. If Mccain took over, he'd probably already be pissing off the North, making matters worse.

And of course, under all this important stuff about World War 3, there's the threat that South Korea culture may get wiped. Which means, bboying, K-pop. Shit.

H1N1 in Singapore as well. I don't really worry about this one though, i think our govt has it under control.

I feel damn wasted, totally messed up the Chem CCT with my careless mistake. Which was caused by bad time management. I decline to blame it on Mrs SS, because even if i had 3 more mins, I would have probably made the same mistake.

Oh whatever anyone anyone says, it doesn’t matter to me
Oh whoever whoever curses me, I’ll only look at you
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
Tick. Tock. Even as time goes by
Its you.

Neorago.

Thanks Jf and Mike and Jon Ed. Was pretty fun. Sadly Jon Ed, you missed most of it haha.

The moment my eyes began to burn
The moment my heart was captured by you
I have no regrets, I chose you
That’s right, it’s you

Neorago.

Gosh, I think I like jessica as much as seohyun now.

Pullup regime.

Oh oh only for you,
Oh oh only for you,
Oh oh only for you,
Oh oh only for you,
Neorago.

Again and again and again and again.
Its you, honey,
Neorago.

Today was open house. It was extremely painful to go through. 7a.m.-4p.m. Wtf.

In all the years of NPCC i've been through, im 95% sure that our batch is the ultimate sai kang batch.

I'm just in a bad mood. I realised that I spent 17 hours in total (including preparation)doing stuff for Open House.

17 hours. With 17 hours, I can sleep 7 hours, mug 4 hours, break 2 hours, gym 2 hours, and 2 hours buffer time. Oh yeah, my chinese tuition homework.

I...have no idea what I'm doing with my life. Why am I putting so much stupid effort into things? I spent 17 hours on open house, staying at the booth and getting my boots suanned by Wyz and Wei Loong? What the hell. Its this stupid sense of responsibility that thrusts me into volunteering for shit that I cannot handle with my current schedule. And this is having an adverse effect on me.

My bboying has gone to the dogs. Went to video my toprock today; it looked no different from my toprock in February. Airchair? Fail. Windmill? Fail. I'm just going to temporarily ignore toprock, its extremely disheartening.

I don't know what I'm doing. I don't feel like I'm sleeping anymore, just that I'm taking naps.

Today I finally gave up on it. My boots. Its not like I didnt try to polish. I estimate I must have dumped 10 hours into it, and it looks worse than when I first got it. I don't care anymore, let it burn.

And the new GPA system? Brilliant RI, way to screw over all rounders like me again.

To hell with this. I'm just going to sleep, wake up early tomorrow to shoot some hoops, and hope that the Chem CCT doesnt screw me over.

And its all because of you.

I cant believe my plans of double bboying plus gyming got completely messed up. Thanks a lot open house. And such my first double gyming session and double bboying session in a week got cancelled. Thanks a lot open house.

I got a splinter due to trying to cut through spars with a hacksaw. Thanks a lot open house.

But anyway, i think my fanboyism is starting to die down. I can finally watch mvs without having the stupid smile look cross my face. And 'Into The New World' by SNSD is awesome. It's the first song they ever performed, and their first single. Its pretty cool to see how the girls changed over a year and a half or so. Especially Seohyun haha.

Its a really inspiring song as well. Watch the MV, if you haven't. Sure, a huge part of it is all about girl power and whatever, but its still inspiring.

Anyway, hope that I can like quickly clear Open House prep and rehearsal tmr so i can at least gym a little and bboy. Wa lau eh, I'm like super falling behind ye oon and mike. Can't shoulder freeze thread now...

Gotta get it back.

A guy should look only at 1 girl...

Eh jx, now that my "KILLER TECHNIQUE" is in your hands, be sure to use it well! Use it well and succeed!

Sigh. I'm like at your mercy now, if you let the killer technique out of the bag, i will like heartbreak.

Sec 2s were finally above average! YEAAAH! Sweet man. Was quite fun lah.

Tune-up run, the ROUTINE, Pushup Deathmatch. Awesome.


Hi Honey, I'm back! I missed you!

Tired. Gym and Bboying. Enough said lah.

Haha, yeaa, fanboying applies to both sexes okay.

Longest nap i took in AGES.

Lucky no uniform tomorrow.

10 out of 10! Yo, 2PM!

Wow, that was uber fail.

Oh man, I wanna try having Yesung's hair. Yeah, the guy from Super Junior. Man, seriously, I WANT TO TRY HAVING THE SAME HAIR AS HIM.

Too lazy to upload a pic. But yeah, awesome, its like almost totally based on the longness of the fringe, the top is kinda flat, but it doesnt look flat. If i somehow get it I'm like gonna style the top as well. Okay, wait, too much info.

Learnt my lesson today. Thats why im going off in like 5-7 mins to mug maths.

But apparently, I havent learnt my lesson about fanboying yet, so hoho, lets go SNSD today!

Just a short one.



And if you're wondering who Seohyun is...she's the first to sing solo.



The one on the left. :)

Urrgh, okay, moving on, since fanboying won't exactly impact my life in any way.

PC today wuz OK.

NP was great, although i shouted myself hoarse AGAIN, but the sec 2s drills improved. About time! So yeah, great!

Kissing you baby...

Woohoo, woke up in the morning, and first thing that comes to my mind:

Golden Star Bell!

Its some show that showcases Jung Nicole from KARA as the host. Whee, some other time then.

Anyway...i can hear some of you saying "ABOUT TIME".

Warning: Fanboyness begins from now, those who do not want to experience KARA, please step behind the yellow line *gestures randomly*



Honey Honey!

Remember, HD ftw. Stuff to look out for: Nicole's English "Rap". Not so much of Rap, but some nice fast paced English. Man, thats good english.

Next: 2.28-2.40 is bleeding mind blowing, especially when seung yeon did the....errm arm thing and then the prancing, and then the posing. Whoa!

She's okay wad, quite cute, dunno why all of you dun like her :( . She has a real sincere smile.




Secondly...

Hohoho. Jung Nicole is insanely cute in this one. Cant be bothered to point out my fav bits.

Finally:



Lmao. Seriously, there are a few learning points.

SNSD in next post mebbe.

Haha, yeah khairi.

Well, i think i've decided which path to follow. Suf, you're the only guy that knows, so be privileged. I shall follow it until I have a better course of action.

Super Junior's Sorry Sorry is...fantastic.

Got an epiphany when listening to them for like the 30th time.

Cough.

So yeah, according to people, A.K.A my tablemates, my desponess level has been skyrocketing. I dont really see how excessive fanboying makes me despo, as my definition of despo is randomnly hitting on chicks.

Cough.

Which i HAVE NOT been doing at all recently. Seriously, my ego cant take any more beatings.

Cough.

But yeah, okay back to the topic where was I? Oh yah, Seohyun SO CUTE. Oh whoops, veered off course again. Fanboying help keeps my radar under control anyway.

Aiya whatever. I'll do what i feel like, and what i feel like doing is basically hiding my head under Du Zhe during Chinese lesson to watch SNSD and Kara. Geee geee geee geee geee.

Cough.

I went gyming today, and i feel so freaking proud of myself, because at 12.45, when school ended, i was like "Argh im damn tired, im just gonna go home and sleep", but then Nick went "I thought you were going to the gym?"

Seeing his cocked eyebrow made me realise that I was slacking off yet again. So i slammed my fist on the table, pointed at him and shouted "CALL ME WHEN YOU'RE GOING TO THE GYM."

Then got dragged off by Clement to go do the stupid NE quiz. Which was basically stuffed full of Sg Govt propaganda.

I guess Gyming after that was pretty ok. Its kinda disheartening to see the entire C div Bball and C div ruggers move into the gym and start pumping out the iron though, I'm like working out my nub exercises, then see them charge into the dumbbell section. Needless to say, i did NOT walk into the middle of the C div bballers and start doing my super noob reps of super low kg.

1st time in the week that i grabbed more than 5 hours of sleep, so i was quite energetic in the morning, i even managed to answer questions during philo hoho. Then when chinese came, i was struggling...

Haircut was....okay lah. At least some of my top layer remains. When life gives you lemons, grab some styling wax and start posering up your lemons. Wait, theres even more fail! Not!

~Gee Honey, Lets talk about Love!~

Much Ado About Nothing was really rather good. Especially Adrian Pang. But more importantly...

Seriously, what wrong with you Nick!?! How can you look at both videos of Gee Remix and Pretty Girl and then dismiss SNSD and Kara? Noooo!

And woah, today, tried to read First magazine at HML, but read like 3 pages, got bored with looking at Western Girls in the magazine, and promptly went to fanboy again. Its like a curse! A really good one...

But seriously, Jung Nicole is a KILLER in Pretty Girl MV.

As cute as Seohyun heh.

I'm most probably cutting my hair tomorrow. I predict that something will go horribly wrong and I'l lose the top layer that I've been nurturing for the past month or so...darnit. I'l miss you top layer...waaaa.

Need to grab some sleep. I've been relying solely on HIGHness to keep me awake throughout the day. Overdosed on SNSD, so I had Gee Remix playing through my mind during the Maths CCT.

Oh yah, NAPFA. Before any of you 30 pointers come and tag saying "HAHA I GOT 30 POINTS YOU LOSER", errr...okay, whatever, go ahead. I'm especially proud of my shuttle run, improved quite a lot from last year's CMI timing.

28.

Seohyun Seohyun! :)

Turns out Much Ado About Nothing is compulsory. I wanted to get in some rest tomorrow, but...

Too much stuff to do. Have to rely on SNSD, Kara and the Love Story X Vida la Vida instrumental mix to keep myself entertained...and awake.

Whee, SNSD and Kara : )

Oh, and i guess fanboyism in this is just based on personal preference.

Cuuuuuuute! Like super cuuuute!!

Yeah, i've been acquiring the 'stupid smile' look for about 5 days now. Alright, go me.

Pfft. End Post.

I should probably talk about other stuff other than girl related stuff. So what are the big three of guys anyway?

1. Girls
2. Sports
3. Video Games

Thats what i think anyway. Okay, i've abstained from Shattered Galaxy for about 2 weeks without noticing, and well, point 1 is untouchable in this post. So what else? Sports!

I need to either bboy or gym soon, for some reason emotional stress is piling up within me. Hopefully on thursday after school, I'll be able to just let it all out.

Oh and i think i found my bboy trigger! Whenever I listen to k-pop, I feel like breaking haha. Haven't had a truly hardcore session in almost a week.

And part of the problem is that after gyming, I'm so freaking tired that i can't bboy effectively. I really admire Jf and Chestyan's stamina, after gyming, they go for a drink and then they proceed to bball. Man.

Loads of stuff to do before tomorrow. I think I'm just gonna spend the next 5-8 mins watching SNSD and Kara before heading off to complete all the stuff i need to complete.

Darn it, pensiveness is starting to build up again.

Seohyun!

Well, after a day of hardcoring, talking with sufyan about Kara. Of course, one of the fastest questions to pop up would be favourites, so...

Me: [its tough to decide, and some stupid righteous part of me that says "Dont judge them as individuals but as a group" ]

Its dumb, seriously, I told myself, just go for the looks... but stuff gets complicated.

Ah who cares, I'm sold.


No more words, kiss me goodnight.

My mind blew apart AGAIN. Talk about delayed reaction.

KARA!

I've been wafting on a cloud of happiness all day.

My god, I must have listened to them more than 50 times today. ITS NOT POSSIBLE TO BE SO CUTE ARGH.

2.31. POW! At that moment all my senses just bleeding disappeared and i stared at the screen for about 3 minutes before i realised i wasnt really breathing.

Thats the advantage of being single, you get to watch and fanboy over as many girls as you want, and not feel any regret at all! Take that, you people who are in a relationship!

*goes to emo in one corner after realising how empty my life is*

But really, its really nice haha.

Honey Honey Honey!

I guess clothes really do make the man. Or rather, appearances make the man.

Self confidence plus i guess.

Oh, and the couple yesterday was staring at me like mad after bball. What, you never seen a guy sweat until his shirt is completely drenched? Probably not.

That and the thing that happened earlier on the mrt. Radar level up to include self-defence.

To erase the past memories
Forget the pain
Is that the same
As forgetting your hard-earned lessons?
I...don't know if i can control my emotions.

I'l just have to wait for yesterday.

Dramafest is going to be bleeding epic. Not to mention about half of 4B will be walking in and out of class soon haha.


Playing the balancing game again. I have no idea, maybe I'll have to leave my sec 2s for awhile. I know my commitments are nowhere as much as some people, but I'l just type em out, as a self reminder. Question marks are stuff that have yet to be confirmed.



Academic things:

SS documentary

El bookclub

HCL proj

Writer's Prog?



CCA things:

CIP at Bishan Home (long term)

Kayaking enrichment (2 sessions)

Helping with Open House planning

Admin matters (Damn sian and time consuming)



Buckley things (super slack compared to others, but yeah):

Dramafest script?

Acting?



Personal goals:

Bboying
Gyming
Running
Writing (this is in serious danger of disappearing)
Revive Bball?



I'm pretty sure these are the main things, but somehow i feel like im missing out on a couple of activities and events that i somehow volunteered for or something. Urgh.

So, shopping with Nigel, Nicholas, Leonard today. Sean pang-seh zz. I guess it was pretty fun. But i'm a super poor guy now.

And I forgot how fun bball was. I was reminded of that today. Shooting percentage is terrible, but I had fun.

Guess I'm kinda in a poetry mood. Any comments, leave em, but I tend not to spend time refining my poems, instead just tossing them out and leaving them cold and helpless. This is the first poem that i slept on, i estimate i spent about an hour plus on it. Inspired by David Archuleta's "Hold On".

If anyone manages to find the hidden message, tell me. Tag or over msn, anything haha.

Hold On



I don't ever want to let you fall

I'm battered, bruised but

I'll answer your call.

I swear

I'll protect you.



Like we used to

Try to hold on...

Oh baby

Hold on...

For you, I'm crazy



Understanding

Very well

My threshold and yours

I won't intrude so

Please answer, I'm already hoarse



You

know I can't do this alone.

I'm begging you

Place your faith

Await the dawn.

Hold on.

Just thought of a gem of a quote, but i forgot to post it yesterday.

After breaking, before LJ.

*Changes back into school uniform*
*Puts on spectacles.*
*Takes up bag*

Ye Oon: "Eh, you look damn nerd now."

Aaaarrrrrrgh. Well, theres the good and the bad.

Bad: I look damn nerd.

Good: I look damn nerd IN MY SCHOOL UNIFORM and haversack. Okay, not really the haversack's fault, its mine. So basically when I'm in PE or homeclothes i don't look that nerdy whee.

Take that Nigel who says that I look pretty bad without my specs. Haha.

And I'm waiting for the day that i can take off my braces, then I'll spend 1 day being damn freaking poser, as in uber uber poser. Style hair, wear bling (Hanoi ring ftw), bboy attire, contacts.

Wait for a good occasion haha.

It ends tonight.

5th Stage: Pride

6th Stage: Epiphany

7th Stage: Self-disgust

8th Stage: Conclusion

The truth doesnt lie. I'm...sorry for what I've done.

Here's my silent plea for forgiveness.

LJ day today. It was definitely more interesting than going to the NEWater Plant for like the 4th time in my life or something. I think the government is too proud of our plant, they probably send like 50 schools there every year.

Man, today's 10 minute breaking was kinda bad. I failed two handstands in a row, first slamming both my forearms against the ground (wasn't so bad), and then smashing my right knee into the floor. That really hurt. I still feel the pain while walking.

Raffles Team T shirt is awesome though. A little too thin, but hey.

And i lost my second pair of specs wargh. First one rusted, being repaired, second lost, third...im wearing right now. Its really quite uncomfy though. SEE IM TRYING NOT TO WEAR CONTACTS IN SCHOOL.

And reactions to my slightly increasing poserness can be summarised as

"Wa lau poser!"
"Eh, got no girls here lah, pose what pose?"
"Get a life man!"

Followed by almost all of the people who said that rushing to the toilet 5 mins later and rapidly styling their hair with water. Gj people.

I suddenly had the idea of changing my blog url to something slightly more sinister. Im 99% not going to do it though.

I can't seem to face the truth
And I'm just a little too not over you

2nd stage: Fantasy.

3rd stage: Reminiscence.

4th stage: Acceptance.

Operation Get-Your-Flirt-On is not a flirting operation. It has nothing at all to do with flirting.

So yeah, this blog has been transformed into a super concentrated place of desponess. According to what people tell me.

I dunno, its just my personal thoughts and feelings, but since im getting flamed so damn much, I'll just cut back on my thoughts and stick to more conformist blogging i guess. This came at a good time anyway. I'm feeling pensive again.

I don't think im anywhere near a flirt anyway, so yeah that answers people asking about my previous post. Its just the mind. Can you call someone a murderer for stumbling across the thought of murder?

There's a thousand words that I could say,
to make you come home, yeah
seems so long ago you walked away
left me alone
And I remember what you said to me,
you were acting so strange
And maybe I was too blind to see
that you needed a change


1st- Excuses.

The Elric Brothers: "Well, now that you think about it, its like coming full circle."

i never thought that i would turn to this path, but after all these experiences.

It all started with a simple blog quiz. Single? Taken? Married? Flirt?

Pain. Worries. Sleepless nights wondering whether what you did actually had any impact, if you were the one who made all the difference.

I don't think that I'm mature enough to handle this yet. But hey, I've got time. That's certainly a relief.

I scoffed as some of you as you chose this path, rolled my eyes as others followed.

But now I realise that I was the frog in the well. And that I'm going to choose the same path, the one without suffering, until i grow stronger.

So at the moment...lets just leave it as it is.

Single. Taken. Married. Flirt.

Its kinda interesting how this turned out haha.

And of course, after this passage on self reflection...

Project A.

Or as what I would like to call....Project Get-Your-Flirt-On haha.

The proj's just for fun anyways.

The long weekend has passed.

And i just noticed, WHY IN THE WORLD IS MY RADAR ON 24/7 NOW.

I mean seriously, im mugging in the library, and then i look up....

Rest is history lah.

Which i just finished just now.

Seriously, it took me like more than 10 hours.

I should probably stop posting so much explicit content here. Lest someone prints out my entire blog archives and i gg.

Wow, what a shit post.

I never expected to say this but
when you told me about it
it felt like i was set free
Thank you.

Think you got it right? Guess again.