Today was rather crappy.



Firstly, i had to go find Mr Chan Chee Kiong, because he was supposed to give back the physics files by the end of the school day. He either forgot or was too busy or...i'l spare you the alternatives, but basically i went try and find him with jon ed, but saw him teaching a class.



We waited...until it was time to go for the Social Advocacy talk. The SA talk was freaking boring, there were a pathetically small number of people attending it. After it was over, i went straight home. At least Seven Eleven started selling Haribo sweets again. Then i noticed i didn't pass up my chinese project.



Went back to ri to pass it up and straight home. Was in a bad mood. My family keeps trying to keep tabs on my blog. Pretty irritating.

Well, at least there's open house tomorrow. And Vesak Day on Monday. Yay.

And i realised that one of my favourite books, "Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief"
is going to be made into a movie. Yay.

Wishing that this bad (not angsty) mood will go away soon.

I was just thinking about the abundance of natural disasters lately. When you read about it in the news, to me, there has been so much bad news that i simply go "oh. thats terrible." after reading about it. I should be feeling sad for the victims, but i feel a sense of unattachment. Not to the loss of human lives, but to the world in general. I feel as if my heart has been hollowed out.

Underneath that facade,
that performance.
That mask.
Just as the butterfly emerges from the cocoon,
its body having undergone the subtle change behind
its mask.
I may just emerge like that too.
Or will i
Emerge as a moth?
Within, I feel
something stirring,
the wheels of change.