Today was open house. It was extremely painful to go through. 7a.m.-4p.m. Wtf.

In all the years of NPCC i've been through, im 95% sure that our batch is the ultimate sai kang batch.

I'm just in a bad mood. I realised that I spent 17 hours in total (including preparation)doing stuff for Open House.

17 hours. With 17 hours, I can sleep 7 hours, mug 4 hours, break 2 hours, gym 2 hours, and 2 hours buffer time. Oh yeah, my chinese tuition homework.

I...have no idea what I'm doing with my life. Why am I putting so much stupid effort into things? I spent 17 hours on open house, staying at the booth and getting my boots suanned by Wyz and Wei Loong? What the hell. Its this stupid sense of responsibility that thrusts me into volunteering for shit that I cannot handle with my current schedule. And this is having an adverse effect on me.

My bboying has gone to the dogs. Went to video my toprock today; it looked no different from my toprock in February. Airchair? Fail. Windmill? Fail. I'm just going to temporarily ignore toprock, its extremely disheartening.

I don't know what I'm doing. I don't feel like I'm sleeping anymore, just that I'm taking naps.

Today I finally gave up on it. My boots. Its not like I didnt try to polish. I estimate I must have dumped 10 hours into it, and it looks worse than when I first got it. I don't care anymore, let it burn.

And the new GPA system? Brilliant RI, way to screw over all rounders like me again.

To hell with this. I'm just going to sleep, wake up early tomorrow to shoot some hoops, and hope that the Chem CCT doesnt screw me over.