Friday, September 11, 2009

Lack of motivation

Great. Lack of motivation. Don't feel like studying despite the load of stuff i haven't done. Don't feel like breaking because my old hip injury has been acting up ever since yesterday.

Theres no music core tonight.

Sometimes I'm not sure if I should even continue bboying. When I try to backspin or airchair now, the pain jolts back and I have to grin and bear it while other people rush me to bust out a set. I wonder if I'll ever completely recover.

Feeling like what I'm doing is a lone play in the Theatre of the Absurd. Meaningless cycle again and again and again.

Hey, if you're really out there. Go easy on me for the time being, okay?

Just feeling pensive.

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