Lets get the hair issue out of the way. I've learnt a valuable lesson. Do not close your eyes throughout the haircut. I had no idea short= crew cut. And as such, when i opened my eyes i got a bit of a shock. I would camwhore, but

1. I do not feel like it.
2. I'm afraid that this will turn me into a regular ye oon with his haircuts.

I'd like to talk about some things here. Firstly, I've realised that theres quite some talk about my mask and etc. Well, i'd like to clarify some things and at the same time talk about my philosophy about life.

Well, most importantly, RIGHT NOW, I am not really putting on a mask for anyone. If you read my poems so far, "even though sometimes i dun even know what i'm talking about", I talk a little (fine not a little) about masks. Well, to me there are a few kinds of masks.

1. The uber-pwnage mask that Ichigo puts on before promptly owning the crap out of everyone.

2. The mask that I usually put on, concealing my emotions.

Well, obviously I can only dream of number 1, how cool would it be to put on a mask and leap off a building? Oh, and you survive. But I usually put on 2 most of the time.

Number 2 is when one conceals dislike for someone, or just hides his/ her emotions. I like 2, not just because it is useful, but because i feel comfortable with it sometimes.

Before you go all, "you should be true to your heart", consider this. You really hate this guy. He is a real bastard, smiles at you like you are his friend and stabs you in the back later. Repeatedly. What do you do?

For me, I would just run along with his little charade, smiling and letting him think that i'm an idiot. It gives me comfort to know that he can't see the real me, openning up opportunities to stab him back. Yes, I may be petty. Before any of you get angry at me, I have to say that I have only done this once or twice in the past, and have not done it at all recently.

The other less lethal side of number 2 is just very simply, hiding your feelings. When you realize that you have just screwed up your EOY, what do you do? Just burst into tears? I think not.

I have not used ANY masks in the last few months, once again because of a few reasons.

1. There is no reason for me to use it. A.K.A No one i really dislike interacts with me now.
2. I have become rather detached.

So what this means is that after screwing up an exam, or some CCA matters, I do not feel anything. Feelingless, if you will. But I'm still sensitive to other things. I guess its because i've grown used to tests and such.

My philosophy is life, currently that is, is to do what i want to do. This doesn't mean staking my life on a blackjack bet, its just on a smaller scale. Thats how I feel anyway. I can't really cite any examples, but i'm pretty sure i've been sticking to it for the last few weeks.

Well, thats all folks!