To be honest, I'm feeling pretty damned lousy now. Missed both SPF and SI rank. Okay, the latter was kinda a long shot when i submitted a long time ago, but the former...I thought i got over it, but i just burned myself when I read ye oon's blog again. Darnit, I think I need to stop being so sensitive, and be more sensible, sensitive things get you nowhere in life. It makes you lose out to others by a mile, in my personal experience anyway.

And I'm hoping for some good karma to come my way soon, come on. I haven't had a truly good break in ages. And I've been trying my best to help people recently, so hey, cut me some slack will ya? I've failed my philo assignment, my chinese test, my chem (almost) and my health recently, so yeah, hoping for something good to raise my spirits.

Damnit. I just can't stand losing for things that I really care for.

I need the strength to go on.