Despite the fire and flames
Despite how messed up you made me
Despite the hole you carved in my heart,

In spite of the rocky ride
In spite of the pain left lingering within me
In spite of the shattered memories that reside in my heart,

I can't bring myself
to guarantee my
Salvation.

...........................................

I tried, but i failed. The opportunity stared me in the eyes until i turned away. Twice. I'm incapable of hurting back.

And so I continue down this road.