Well, the Survivor Camp at Pulau Ubin has ended. The 3 day 2 nights were not really gruelling, just a test of one's sense of urgency. RI clinched both the Sec 2 and Sec 3 best individual camper awards. I tried my best to apply my skills gained throughout the camp, like encouraging the heart, trying to inspire others by remaining confident stuff like that. Well, in a way it failed, in a way it did not.
I will just take a moment now to say that this is not an emo post. I have taken some time to view my situation in a clarified and detatched manner. In fact, I would like to mention that although you console me or whatever, and it is a very nice thought of you, it does not make you higher up compared to me. You are not my superior, and i accept your offers or consoling words of help as an equal and not as a weaker being accepting aid from a superior.
I am not weak. Although i have previously thought so, as long as we keep on struggling, fighting, living, none of us are weak. And there is no reason to treat one person as though they are weaker just because someone decides to open up himself and share his problems. Your help is appreciated but it is not something that i REQUIRE. So, let me emphasize again, You ARE NOT doing me a service by pretending that you are my superior. Your are not.
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